empowered inner self

I am spiritual but NOT religious. My life is going through many changes. I am finding myself. One thing that I have realized is that I believe in God but NOT in being in any religion. By birth I am Sikh. I belong to Sikhism, I belong to community of people who are the bravest. I should feel proud of those people who have sacrificed their lives in the name of protection of religion, yet I don't. Hinduism, Islam, Buddhism, Christianity, Sikhism are all the religion made by the human. all the religion in the world is different, having different rituals to pray, showing gratitude, paying respect towards deities, yet they all pray to same god. so why religion?  I believe there is an ultimate god provides for all of us. I believe there is karma. I believe there is salvation. I believe there are hell and heaven. I believe there is afterlife. I believe, reincarnation is possible. I believe in the universe. I believe in God.  I am 18-year-old, according to the Indian constitution, I am...